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山人思望撰寫:
世界只会因为我自以为礼貌的软弱而堕落
7 月 16 日
山人思望撰寫:
我才发现世界不会因为我自以为理性的任性而改变
7 月 16 日
山人思望撰寫:
才知道,也许,漫画对于我的真正意义,是,心情的度假胜地。至少,在近3年。
6 月 26 日
山人思望撰寫:
饕餮签名档---小辣椒说,我在离海最远的地方想念海。我说,我在离你最近的地方想念你。这算是对上了。/人还是要学会珍惜吧。我不知道需要珍惜的是自己的心情,还是让我产生这种心情的事物呢。
6 月 13 日
山人思望撰寫:
-Mel:谢谢了阿!放心我这里绝对安全,不属于大庭广众。我是没大变化,但是,你可是变帅不少阿!
6 月 10 日
我只是喜欢这首歌
10月4日

祝钰哥哥新婚快乐!

钰哥哥今天结婚。或者说2009年10月4日结婚。
虽然我没有见过钰嫂嫂本人,但是我相信钰哥哥的选择。钰嫂嫂一定是一个美丽可爱女生。
我衷心的祝愿钰哥哥可以和他的新娘白头偕老,永远快乐。

钰哥哥是一个超级好的人。 作为身为独身子女的我的表哥,和我亲哥哥没什么区别。
钰哥哥是大我一岁的表哥。我俩上一个幼儿园,算得上从小一起玩大。
绝对可以算得上青梅竹马了。证据就是某个盛夏晚上在奶奶家小院的丝瓜架下面一起大笑着骑小自行车的那张照片。丝瓜算得上青梅了吧,小三轮肯定是现代版竹马啊。
但是,我俩性格从来就是相反的。我太过张扬,而钰哥哥有些内敛。我太过依赖他,他有些担心我。
幼儿园的时候,我经常志高气昂的吃双份午点。 其他小朋友不服气的说,凭什么给她吃双份?!老师说,她哥哥不吃零食,自然是给妹妹了。所以我吃了钰哥哥很多话梅和桃。
上大学的时候,某个五一假,我在家睡得昏天暗地的时候,钰哥哥突然打来电话说,何珊,你在哪了?我说,我在家睡觉了。电话另一端舒了一口气,说,在家好好睡觉,别瞎跑。那时候,我已经开始宅了。但是挂了电话之后,还是感动的要命。
我怎么忘得了,我硬拉着钰哥哥和我去“探险”,结果钰哥哥不行”踩地雷“了。我怎么忘得了,我硬要他和我一起爬墙,结果他不小心摔了下来,摔的背后伤了一大片。我怎么忘得了,我出国前钰哥哥帮我修电脑一直到半夜1点。 我怎么忘得了,就因为钰哥哥家住我家附近,我就可以抱着一种轻轻的释怀的温馨感登上飞机。我小的时候常常悄悄的想,要是我能有这样一个亲哥哥该有多好。但是,后来我发现,有这样的哥哥和亲生的有什么区别啊。我真的很感谢钰哥哥可以出现在的生命中,以他的温柔体贴舒缓我与生俱来的焦虑任性。

钰哥哥是个好人,不止对我一个人好。他对所有人好。真的是对所有人好。他默默的关心着体贴着周围的所有人。他绝对完完全全的实现了”做人要厚道“。
现在好人好报,钰哥哥抱得美人归。所以,请钰哥哥一定一定要更加更加的幸福。让我心中那轻轻的温馨感无限的荡漾开来。
最真心的祝福,钰哥哥和嫂嫂可以幸福美满,生活甜蜜,事业顺利。
9月24日

异闻录

楔子

走了很远,经历了很多。光明却告诉三藏说,相对于可以自由飞翔的翅膀,可以栖息于树枝的双脚更重要。
仅仅那一句平淡的对白,光明在我心目中的形象就那样荡漾起来了。
三藏从光明的身上看到了自己的过去和未来。于是,峰仓幻画出了我喜欢的三藏,也编辑出了我所不能忘记的对白。
那么,现在点了郎当大叔和正经八百幼童的组合似乎成了主流。说实话,这也是我的所爱。颠倒了年龄特性的性格人物不是更有魅力吗?谁又会在乎他是不是真的很腐呢?
如果真要给温文尔雅的光明一个不同的过去,那么现在不是很好吗?我不要逻辑,因为一切皆有可能。
极具特色的画风衬托出精湛的技艺,那张弛有力的肌肉线条明显在呼唤广大留着口水的女性读者。
跑题了,我想说的只是:

正文

我现在的事业相对我以前的生活就是最游记异闻录。
我仅仅在本子上写下100个汉字,就是4个扭曲的故事。这不是故事小姐的故事,这是一些事实。
然后,我才知道,原来什么都是可以抛弃的。我所珍惜的一切在这个世界的另一个角落真的都是粪土。
并且,悲伤的背后,无人哭泣。因为,我只是一个听故事的人。
9月2日

生日快乐

露露生日快乐呦!
去年忘记了,今年记得!
露露的生日和我家公主是一天。
 
虽然我放弃废了的bl each很久很久的,但在我内心深处依然深爱公主。9月3日,生日快乐!小乌也好,草莓也罢,无论和谁在一起一定要幸福。现世也好,尸魂届也罢,无论在哪里一定要保持笑容。 能力也好,成绩也罢,无论在什么方面都拥有才华。无论如何要快乐,因为你是我深爱的公主!98那个废材叔要是胆敢让你不幸,就杀了他!
 
此露露非彼露露。
不久前见过面,很开心。和上次见面的时候一样漂亮,但是要健康很多。然后,一样的语气,一样的表情。当我们分别以50岁大叔的神态对视微笑的时候,我依然可以清晰感受到彼此胸腔里依然以16岁少女般节拍跳动的心。我们认识9年了。我们聊过的话题可以追溯9亿年。现在的25岁的窈窕淑女和当年16岁的西瓜妹妹我都热爱。那么,我亲爱的露露,生日快乐!天天快乐!当你再次走过克隆大教堂的时候,请轻轻而短暂的思念领着笨重行李出现在你面前的我。我也会在每当遇到德国的时候,悄悄而慵懒的想念笑着出现在公共电话前扎着马尾的你。在大西洋的一端我会继续以50岁大叔的笑容,24岁女生的青春来回应大西洋另一端的你的51岁大叔的笑容,25岁女生的美貌!(嘿嘿~~~~)
8月16日

这不是我的风格,但是这是我想说的话。

家,大概就是这么一个地方,当你走过千山万水,想坐下来休息的地方。当你无奈失落,想躲起来哭泣的地方。
光明三藏大概曾经说过,鸟儿拥有翅膀,所以可以飞翔,因而最求更广阔的自由。但是如果鸟儿没有双脚,它就无法再树枝上落足。没有了栖息之所,何来自由。
我不知道,峰仓是为上层楼,还是深有感触。但是当时就觉得很感动。
我现在觉得很累。很想回家。
我没有这么潇洒,也没有那么潇洒。我做不来很多事。
7月15日

Paris, Paris

上个周末去了巴黎。既然去了巴黎总是要写些什么吧。可是,坐在电脑前,却全然不知道要写些什么。
上上个周末去了普罗旺斯。骄阳高温险些夺了我半条命。四天的工作之后,拎了行李,搭了火车,到巴黎去。
再过去的20年里,我大概无数次幻想去巴黎玩。但是,所谓幻想就是幻想。在我登上艾菲尔铁塔顶端的时候,我只是觉得自己站在了一个可以俯瞰某一城市的高处。在我站在凯旋门前的时候,我只是觉得自己看到了马赛曲。在我徘徊在卢浮宫迷宫一般的走廊中的时候,我只是觉得自己在一个人员繁多的画廊里。然后,这就是所谓巴黎的特征了吧。我不知道。因为,整个周五和周六,我从来就不觉得自己是在巴黎。而是在任何一个可能的大城市。因为大城市不过如此吧。有一个高点,可以俯瞰整个城市。有一个标志性建筑,可以合影留念。有一个藏品还算丰厚的博物馆,可以显示一下城市文明。然后就这样了。我那个时候想,我对于巴黎不过如此吧。没有喜欢不喜欢。因为我本来就是一个过客,无法提及偏好。
然后,周日早上,迷迷糊糊的把行李存在火车站。我所有的感受只是,好累啊。然后又迷迷糊糊的排着对登上了巴黎的另一个高点,巴黎圣母院。沿着旋转而上的石级向上走去。右侧的铁扶手被无数人握得光滑。左侧的石柱也有灰白变得黝黑。而无论那一侧都因为沾满了各式游人的汗液而变得黏糊糊。我想也许雨果根本就没有登上过钟楼吧。我所知道的只是雨果经过巴黎圣母院前刑场上的惊鸿一瞥。然后,再这个渺小而拥挤的星球上的多有人,就对这个上演了并不存在的故事的钟楼趋之若鹜。然后,我也就是这大俗又大雅的人流中的一员。就在大钟旁,听到一位大叔用标准的某省口音说:“爬上来,就为了看这口破钟阿?”我情不自禁的笑了。笑的是大叔一语道破了天机。于是乎,整个巴黎之行在我的疲惫困意和这位大叔的真言中变成了鸡肋。
然后,随着懵懂而兴奋的人群,走到钟楼的另一侧的时候,至瑾说,看,那个不是蓬皮杜吗?我顺势望去。那鲜艳蓝色的与众不同的建筑就是蓬皮杜。我突然觉得自己是在巴黎。在我所知道的巴黎,一个不只是拥有厚重积淀的古城,一个还在引领时尚的先锋。然后我仿佛发现了被我忽视多日的塞纳河在这个充满朝气的城市中静静流淌。于是,我发现,雨果一定曾经登上过钟楼。不然,何来那关于圣母院长达一章的栩栩如生的描写。我开始相信巴黎是独一无二的。
兴奋的精神拖着疲惫的双腿,从蓬皮杜狂奔至左岸,遇到事先约好的朋友们,坐下来,喝咖啡。双叟咖啡馆。生意很好。服务生穿着西装领结。想来似乎有些附庸风雅。但这又确实是无关风雅的。时间是一个明媚的夏日午后,地点是在并不相熟的巴黎左岸,人物是在民宿认识的朋友,事件是下午茶。于是,这便成了在整个浪漫之都巴黎之旅中最浪漫的一件事。据说巴黎是一个浪漫的城市,但浪漫的不是城市,而是城市中的生灵。
本来在巴黎还有很多计划,但是都没有实现。比如,游河。这个计划不得不取消之后。至瑾安慰般的对我说,“没关系,我不要和你游河。以后,我要和我先生去游河。” 这对我也算是个打击了。不过,我相信,至于我自己,以后也是还会再次走访巴黎的。毕竟,我喜欢这个独一无二的城市。
6月30日

漫笔

今天天色很好。阴天,厚厚的云朵下泛着金光,更加衬托了山水的秀丽。于是,突然,有生以来第一次,觉得自己的名字很美。

我不知道自己什么时候开始喜欢阴天的。可是,十几岁的时候我是那么的热爱太阳。

有一天,打开msn, 看到一个久违的朋友留言到,又一首歌很好听,推荐给你。然后,便是一个联接。很感动,这就是我十几岁的时候所幻想的那种很文艺的朋友和友情。突然觉得自己很幸福。

我想要永不衰减的青春和挥之不尽的金钱。当年,二十岁的时候,一个朋友和我说,不想求庸俗的长生不老 ,只求一个于生命永恒的青春。我没有直面这个问题,但是心里答,我愿意面对各式的人生和年华。而如今,当面对镜子前久不消退的眼袋,我只想仰天长啸,给我一个永年年轻的躯体。关于金钱,那个应该是众人皆向往的。我就不做解释了。

过去,我一直向往一个丰富多彩的人生。我不要一路繁花相送,而是向往多云间晴,风霜雨雪相伴。而突然某一天,我醒来,发现,自己想要的其实是,即便走走停停,有惊无险,总是发现自己在舒适的温室中,惊涛骇浪永远是窗外的景色。但是,这又怎么可能。大多数人不过是,走在一条风景不变的道路上,停下来的时候,发现自己有的只是脚下那双勉强算是舒适的鞋。然后,我又在想,那两位阿姨的生活,我究竟更想要哪一种。

曾经在msn上和小胖子争论过,如果想要一个什么样子的城堡。我说要俊美的,有着明亮而宽敞的窗,像是白雪公主可能会居住的新天鹅城堡。小胖子则想要牢固的,有着坚实而高耸的墙,像是几乎可以防御巨龙的皮耶枫城堡。然后,在这的很多年之前和很多年之后,我始终都藏着那个希望可以拥有城堡的幻想。但是,当我到达欧洲之后,我才知道,我们当年讨论的是两种事物,一个是城castle,一个是堡fort。而相对于城堡,我更想要的也不过是一间安静整洁的公寓房。

2琳打电话给我了。超级感动。小学五年级,初中,大四, 2009年6月15日11点57分。这么多年过去了,我早已忘记自己当年的模样了。但我始终忘不了那个穿着一身红衣扎双牛角辫子的对我微笑的女孩。这大概是我人生中第一次被人搭讪,然后我就沦陷了。

文学简介,经典小说,流行小说,漫画,一切的一切,不过是因为,我想听一个有意思的故事。

尾田是偏爱mr.2的。虽然没有美貌或帅气的外形,仿佛只是一个会变脸的小丑,但是尾田想要我们喜欢他,于是我们就喜欢上他了。一个以反面角色登场,几乎直到第一次谢幕都在扮演着滑稽可笑近乎变态的角色。然后,尾田给了他一个漂亮的谢幕动作,于是所有人都热泪盈眶的爱上了他。尾田是个聪明人,他不一定是大师,不一定是圣人,但是绝对是俊杰。就凭“不死人“。于是,后会有期了mr.2。

尹仁完和梁庆一。每个人都有自己的生存之道。无论方式如何。喜欢他们全部的作品。

我似乎太懒了。




5月31日

Lausanne

Writing my travelling records in English will be a great lost in the history of Chinese literature. I know I am so stupid in English writing. However, I can’t help doing this. I forgive the hurt that I bring to English. And I hope so do you and expect your suggestion on my English writing.

This Friday, I made a plan to Lausanne in 1 hour on the next day, Saturday. And I did it.  Lausanne is a city half an hour away from Geneva by train. Before I went there, I didn’t expect too much. But when I got there, Lausanne really surprised me. It is an amazing city. The wonderful location of Lausanne is almost the same as Geneva. It is situated on the shore of Lac Leman with Mont Jura to its north-west.

However, Lausanne looks totally different from Geneva. It is much cleaner and more peaceful. With the architectures, it is like a city much more Geneva. There are more high buildings, wider roads and even a subway line. I have to mention that Lausanne is constructed on the hill. So the city is not flat. I don’t think constructing a subway in such a city is an easy work.

I didn’t make a specified plan of the Lausanne trip. I just wanted to walk around and to ease up. When I arrived in Lausanne, I got on the subway towards to the Cathedral. The view from the flat in front of the Cathedral is vast enough to ease my emotion. And the breeze from Lac Leman is cool enough to blow away all my depression. At the moment I was walking into the Cathedral, I know what so-called “Shanzhai” is. Lausanne is not a famous international city in Europe. The Cathedral Notre-Dame of Lausanne is never well-known at all. However, if the Cathedral of Lausanne is authorized, almost all the famous cathedrals in US are shoddy fake copies. The details of the arch are so perfect, the color glass on the windows is so exquisite and the tone of the environment is so compatible. Everything made me believe that I am in a beautiful European city as I thought before.

Behind of the Cathedral is La Palais de Rumine. I didn’t walk in it. However, in the sunny Saturday morning, walking around a European open market was not bad thing. As the open market in Geneva, cheese, bread and sausage were necessary. Second-hand books and cloths were also everywhere. The most delight thing was that there were a couple of young folks performing in a space. The guy was playing accordion, which the young lady was dancing in a hot Spanish way. The most interesting thing was when I was taking pictures of the beautiful young lady straight ahead, I saw a bold middle-aged man was thievishly-looking taking pictures of the beautiful lady in the back. This act reminded me The Hunchback of Notre-Dame at once. Esméraldas can always inspire people’s desires.

Stepping up along the stone-bricked road, heavily European-styled houses were on both sides. All kinds of beautiful followers were decorated on windowsills, which built such a romantic taste in the warm beginning of a summer. The Chateau St-Maire showed up at the end of the road, which is a castle built in the 15th century. Although it was not opened to public, I also enjoyed the feeling of standing in front of a CASTLE.

In fact, the most attractive thing for me was a chocolate manufactory in Lausanne. Unfortunately, I never found it. And when I realized that I could not find it at all, I was almost at the Olympic Museum. In the whole 2008, so many Olympic stuffs were in my life. I am not tired of the Olympic. I just try to take a break at the quadrennial game. Anyhow, the museum is the most highlight of Lausanne. And it was good. Especially, the view was so great.

When X recommended me the painting of Kaii Higashiyama, I felt so touching by one of the white horses. The beautiful white fairy is running on the shore of a lake, and behind him are quiet white woods, which made me believe the colors were from the heaven. The white figures and the blue backgrounds match so well, no matter as white as the white horse, the highlight of the woods or the reflection in the water, or n matter as blue as the lake, the woods or the shadow. This picture gives me a lot of peace, makes me feel so relaxed every time I am looking at it. And I always imagine how the colors of the picture came out, whether the colors were just made up by Higashiyama or they were representative some special sense in Higashiyama’s life. It really took me a lot of time thinking about the colors in the White Horse.

However, in Lausanne, I saw the true colors of that picture in the nature. I was shocked totally on my every cell. It was not a clear day. There are many clouds in the sky and some fog around the mountains. However, the lake was reflecting the weather so clearly. Spring trees were elegantly standing on the piedmont. Gray blue stones were calmly sitting on the mountainside. And I was peacefully watching them on the other side of the lake, thinking about whether I was still alive in the world. How could such amazing fantastic view exist in this world? Then, I began to believe I was in the other side of the world, from my home town. The moment I was standing on the shore of the lake, facing up to the cold breeze, I found that I was really enjoying my life.

I was just roaming along the lake by myself, carrying my purse on my shoulder, listening to the wind flying over the water and looking at the people walking in the rain. And to my surprise, I found an amusement since I saw a Ferris wheel. I went ahead towards there, got on the Ferris wheel, made a whole draft of Lausanne in my mind, and summed up that I like Lausanne.

I know Lausanne is the first stop of my lonely wrangling in Europe. I prefer travelling with friends to with myself. But I bet I can enjoy the trip with thinking the whole way. So, just let me smile and greet,” How are you, Europe?”

 

5月27日

Geneva

I don't want to make this blog like the prologue to Beijingers in NYC, which compares a city with the heaven and the hell, which is full of the adoration and abomination to a city, and which touched millions of people's hearts who were living or not living in the city.

My story is dull, boring and even not about the City Geneva. I just steal a name to make a title of this blog.To avoid you suffering my terrible English, I persuade you to stop reading these words now, since I just try to write something down in case of forgetting.With the fear towards French, I can't help myself thinking or speaking in English. I can't face up to my fear and need a veil, which is English.

My mood towards this city is changing every day. It is very hard for me to say whether I like Geneva or not. To be honest, it is a beautiful city surrounded by mountains and water. However, it is also a most stranger for me because of the language.

Every night, I am all the time thinking about whether this is the worst situation I have been facing in my life till now. This is no business of anything expect my accommodation. I like my work here. I appreciate the people here. I only hate the place I stay here. However, it is the cheapest place I can find. The rent is pretty high in Geneva. And sometimes, I think I should sleep in a park because it is almost in summer now, won't be cold enough to kill a human being.

Don't worry. I will never do this since I won't have a show on a water fountain. As the cost of the low rent, I have to share a room with another two girls. I can't say I like them or dislike them. I just know I can't be used to living with them. It is true that I can live with another five girls as in collage. But the five girls should just be the same kind of people as me. They were my classmates and my fiends.

Nevertheless, one of my two roommates nowadays in Geneva is an illegal immigrant using a stolen QQ ID. These girls are clean, tide, working hard and have a living aim. Anyway, I am still not sure whether it is a terrific or terrible situation. They are nice and give me some favour. I don't know why I can't accept them in my mind. Maybe this is the so-called "prejudice", but I never have the so-called "pride". The only one thing I am sure is that this is truly a very precious experience for being a writer. Thank to these days, I may become a great writer better than Mr. Qian. I will tell a beautiful story on how illegal immigrants and poor students survive aboard, which will touch the softest part deeply in your heart, will shock the coldest sense firmly in your mind and will find the truest mood hidden in your soul.

In addition, I am seeking for another place. I won’t find a cheaper place. I just want to get a single room. Please forgive me on writing so much meaningless as an excuse for a more expensive apartment. Snowp told me once that Virginia Woolf trained herself for a writer. I have been wondering how. Now I know. Put yourself in Geneva. You will become a second Woolf!

On the second day I arrived in Geneva, I found that, if Nashville is a hot, sweet, cute American countryside young girl in a perfect body shape with long legs and old jeans, Geneva is a sexy, elegant, beautiful European upper-class courtesan in an expensive dress with big bottom and heavy making-up. Everybody loves the young girl, while everybody is eagle to have a relationship with the upper-class courtesan. I am not a Saint. After three months, I’d like to tell people that, “Tell you a secret. I have done Geneva. “

5月26日

Postcards

Today I just found some pretty sexy postcards. 

I'd like to send them out very much. 

At once, I checked all my friends to whom I could send such sexy postcards in my mind. 

Unfortunately, I can't mail this kind of postcards to my relatives, my female friends, my unavailable guy friends or my available gay friends. 

So, I had to left the pretty postcards on the shelf. 

Flirting via postcards is really romantic, isn't it?

 

5月23日

Something

刚刚写了一篇热情洋溢的文章,绝对堪称千古之绝唱。
一不小心,全没了。
恩。 这绝对是人类文明进程上的一大损失。我也不打算再去默写了。
人类,尤其是发明msn space的人,你们哭去吧!人类文明的没落就是从你们开始的!
---------------我是小天着调的分割线-------------------------------------------------
很久没玩分割线了。
我想说的是,来了这边之后,真的又恢复思考了。
我是很容易宅的人,但是长期的宅下去必将是我灭亡。
我很高兴可以在这边接受新鲜的刺激,让我可以睁开眼睛看世界,让我可以倾听完全不同的声音,让我可以重新开始思考。
--------Je m'appelle Shan------------------------------------------------------------------
Je m'appelle Hélène is a very famous French song in China.
And I like it very much in person.
Today, I just talled with a French friend. She told me that she read some article which said that <<Je m'appelle Hélène>> is a very romantic French song in Chinese people's opinion. She asked whether this was true. I answered, yes, "it's true. And I think so."
Then, she smiled and said, " In fact, it is not a romantic song but a sexy song in Frenchmen's opinion. "
And we discussed a lot on this song. But I am still not sure what French people think about the song, 'cause both of us are not good at English. 
However, I am sure that French people don't think Hélène a good girl.
That's interesting,
Anyway, I still think Je m'appelle Hélène is still a beautiful song.
--------------------------Nashville est une ville--------------------------------------------------------------
谁说Nashville是纳村?谁说Nashville的翻译是纳什维尔村城?
我现在才知道自己有多文盲。Ville明明是城市的意思嘛!Nashville的正确翻译就应该是纳什城!
So let's shout out loudly:
Nashville est une ville!